~~Our Angel Baby~~

  

 

 

This online memorial was created in loving memory of:  Our Angel Baby Dennis Michael Auman Jr.

 

December 29,2005 ~ March 22,2006  

 

 

 

SIDS 

 

Who we love more than anyone could ever know. We all miss you so very much. Mommy and Daddy miss you so. You left us so fast. You were here just a short time but, You gave us the happiest times of our lives. You gave us joy like nothing in life could. Our love will be forever & ever. You sweet baby will always be with us. I know your watch over Mommy and Daddy and the rest of us who loved you so much. We will all see you again. Until then, we will hold you in our hearts,

Till we can hold you in our arms.

 

MOMMY & DADDY AND YOUR FAMILY

 

Aunt Cathy Loves Me !

YOUR AUNT CATHY WROTE A POEM FOR YOU ABOUT S.I.D.S. IT TELLS HOW WE FELT THAT DAY AND I THINK EVEN NOW.WE JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THIS HAS HAPPENED.THAT MORNING WE WILL NEVER FORGET. PLEASE GO TO AUNT CATHY'S TRIBUTE PAGE TO SEE HER POEM.

Our Lil Angel

One day a tiny angel boy Flew out of heaven's gate, He was not discovered missing, Until it was too late. Of course, God was most disturbed, About this precious, little soul, Who got away from heaven, Before his time to go. But God's eye was on this little guy, Who'd been wonderfully designed, Though tiny, he was mighty, He just needed growing time. Yet somehow he slipped through the gate, When the gatekeeper's back was turned, And he made it all the way to earth, With wings too small for his return. He found a perfect mother, Whose heart was bigger than he was, Not even heaven could compete For such a mother's love. The divine love he brought with him, Was a love direct from God, For he still belonged to heaven, Though here on earthly sod. He was so fragile and so helpless, His mother's strength not quite enough, Man's world a strange and frightening place, Not like heaven much too tough. This child was made by God In His image, for His Glory, No way could earth lay claim to him, To this precious, angel boy. Too weak to fly home on his own, God sent gentle angels down, Who swiftly, sweetly carried him Back home, where he belonged. God left a message for his mother, To let her know her son and she Would one day be together, As sons and mothers ought to be. But in the meantime, she should listen, And watch up in the sky, For what she thinks are tiny birds May well be angels flying by.

Virginia (Ginny) Ellis Copyright July 2003 Visit Ginny's World of Poetry

After I've gone, I will still be with you. You will see me in the sunrises, saying "good morning" to you. You will hear me when the birds sing, singing "hello" to you, cheering you through the day. You will hear me during the cold winter months. When the snow falls quietly, I will be saying, "isn't it beautiful?" I will be with you during the Autumn, as the leaves change colors and fall. I will be with you, watching silently. I will be with you when the moon is full. I will place the stars for you, so you can reach up and almost touch them. When a soft breeze blows across you, it will be me touching you, and kissing away your tears. As the rain falls and lightning flashes, it will be me playing a song for you. A song of courage and of strength. And you will see me in the sunsets, saying, "goodnight, I love you.' After I've gone, I will still be with you~~~ ALways.

*NEVER WILL WE FORGET YOU SWEET BABY DENNIS OF OURS*

YOU CAME INTO OUR LIVES AND MADE EVERY DAY BRIGHT AS SUNSHINE. ALWAYS IN OUR HEART AND NEVER FAR FROM OUR THOUGHTS. WE WILL ALWAY TREASURE THE ANGEL THAT WAS IN OUR MIDST IF ONLY FOR A SHORT TIME.

LOVE MOMMY,DADDY,GRAMS,GRANDPOP, POPPY JOE,UNCLE JIMMY,UNCLE BOBBY, AUNT CATHY,AUNT MARIANN,UNCLE RICKY, GRANDMOM,GRANDPOP AUMAN,UNCLE BRETT, UNCLE DAVE,AUNT DAWN, GREAT GRANDMOM'S EVERYONE IN YOUR FAMILY AND ALL YOUR LOVING FRIENDS

My Son, I Love You & Miss You More Than I Can Say !

IF I COULD HAVE A LIFETIME WISH A DREAM THAT WOULD COME TRUE. I'D PRAY TO GOD WITH ALL MY HEART FOR YESTEREDAY AND YOU. A THOUSAND WORDS CAN'T BRING YOU BACK; I KNOW BECAUSE I'VE TRIED. AND NEITHER WILL A MILLION TEARS, I KNOW BECAUSE I'VE CRIED. YOU LEFT BEHIND MY BROKEN HEART AND HAPPY MEMORIES TOO,BUT I NEVER WANTED MEMORIES I ONLY WANTED YOU.

LOVE MOMMY

Daddy & Me !

MY DEAR SWEET SON,

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY LITTLE BUDDY. WATCHING OVER ME IN ALL THE THINGS I DO. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN.

Love Your Daddy

We Miss You So Very Much !

God We Miss Him So Very Much !

We are trying to understand but I have to tell you the truth, because you know we do not understand why you needed him.

We needed him more and when I get to heaven I hope you can prove me wrong but I don't think you can.

I know you can see our pain that is more than we can take some times. I don't know what hurts me more ,our lil guy not being here or seeing my family in so much agony in the last two years. I thought it would get less painful in time but I was so wrong.

Please try to understand we love him more than we ever could have imagined.

Grams

My Grandson & Me

We Love You !

Our Lil Man was sent from heaven above.

Dear Lord we thank you that we had him here even if it was for a short time. Please help us to find away to understand. Help us to find a cure for S.I.D.S. Amen

Mommy Kissing Me !

 "A mother holds her children's hands for a little while but she holds 

                      their hearts forever"     

Daddy Playing With Me !

As long as hearts remember. As long as hearts still care. We do not part with those we love.

They're with us everywhere!

SO BEAUTIFUL !

Denise & Dennis,

He never really left: I do promise he hears you when you speak. I know he loves you. He is every step you take. He is in everything you do. He is the air you breathe. He is every beat of your heart." He is like the wind. You can not see him...but you will always feel him" and he will alway feel your love for him.

Love ya's always Mom

 

Mommy & Daddy God is holding me..

A heart of gold stopped beating. Two shining eyes at rest, God broke our hearts to prove He only takes the best. Only God knows why you had to leave us! But you did not go alone for part of us went with you the day He took you home! To some you are forgotten, and others just a part of the past, But to us who have loved and lost you The memory will always last. You will always BE WITH US!

You're just too cute, CHUMP

*What a Big Boy I am Getting To Be*

'OUR LIL MAN' DENNIS MICHAEL AUMAN JR.

WE SHALL ALL SEE YOU AGAIN SOME DAY.

We Miss You !

We Love You !

We wish we could have yesterday back and put it on hold, so we would have you with us forever.

Look in Your Heart I am Still There !

Dennis:

Is a male first name derived from the Greco-Roman name Dionysius meaning "servant of Dionysus", the Thracian god of wine, which is ultimately derived from the Greek Dios (Διος, "of Zeus") combined with Nysos or Nysa (Νυσα), where the young god was raised. Alternative forms and spellings of the name include Denis, Denys, Deon, Deonne, Deonte, and Dion, Dionice. Diminutive forms include Den and Denny. The name Sydenie (alternate spellings: Sydney or Sidney) derives from a village in Normandy called Saint-Denis, and results in the diminutive forms Syd and Sid. A medieval diminutive was Dye, from which the names Dyson and Tyson are derived. Denis is a very popular English, Irish, French, Russian, Bulgarian and Bosnian Muslim name. Feminine versions of the name include: Denise, Denisa, Deni, Denice, Deniece, Dione, and Dionne.

Sleep gently lil man !

Sweet Baby,

 I am crying my heart out doing this but I need to. This is your Resting place that we all come to, to talk to you. Mommy is always decorateing so it looks beautful for her lil Man, some times I buy things too. Auny Cathy & Uncle Jimmy they put flyers flags down for you and flowers.Uncle Bobby and & Aunt Mariann leave flower or Uncle Bobby leaves a Harley Bike or a lil car. Mommy says you hear and see everything we do for you and that you know how much we miss and love you. My heart is still breaking!

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WE MISS HIM SO VERY MUCH! NEVER WILL WE FORGET YOU!

Our Sweet Baby Boy,

We have our CHERISHED memories to keep forever. The angels came down from heaven and took you with them back to heaven. You have our constant love to keep forever. Sometimes the tiniest feet leave the biggest imprint on our hearts

DENNIS JR.

This cross Popy Joe & I made for you for in the winter. Your stone is flat in the ground so when it snows we can't see it but we can the cross. Mommy & Daddy love the cross.I put your picture on it to.I hope you like it as much as we all do. Maybe I'll make you another one in the spring time. Forever in our heart.....

Grams

*** WE LOVE & MISS YOU ***

 Matthew 19:14 Jesus said,

"Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these."

My Son !

I miss you so very much ! My first Baby ! I never knew I could Love so deeply. You were my dream come true. You still are for it is you that gets me through everyday. I WAIT FOR THE DAY I CAN HOLD YOU FOREVER AND EVER..........

LOVE YOUR MOMMY

Poem on pictue:

A Mother's Nightmare:

I woke up this morning and you were not there. I can't kiss your cheek or brush your hair. The days of Joy are over. The pain and sorrow starts because when you went to heaven. You also took my heart. I have to live my nightmare. Each morning when I wake. I have to feel this pain with every breath I take. With gutwrenching sorrow and mind numbing pain. I daily live this nightmare. Over and Over again.

Written by: Natalie Camp ~ June 2007

This is how we all feel:

Beautiful Angel Dennis

  To My Famiy:

 There is a sacredness in tears.They are not the mark of weakness, but of power.

They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues.

They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and unspeakable love.

Washington Irving

We will hold you to the promise that we will see him again !

"God's Plan for You "

I'll lend you for a little time a CHILD of mine" He said. "For you to love the while he lives and mourn for when he's dead. It may be six or seven years, or twenty-two or thirty-three. But will you till I call him back, take care of Him for Me? He'll bring his charms to gladden you and shall his stay be brief, you'll have his lovely memories as solace for grief." "I cannot promise he will stay since all from earth return, but there are lessons taught down there I want this child to learn. I've looked the wide world over in My search for teachers true, and from the throngs that crowd life's lanes, I HAVE SELECTED YOU." "Now will you give him all your love, nor think the labor vain, nor hate Me when I come to call to take him back again?" "I fancied that I heard you say -- "Dear Lord, Thy will be done; for all the joy Thy child shall bring, the risk of grief we'll run. We'll shelter him with tenderness, we'll love him while we may, And for the happiness we have known, forever grateful stay. But, shall the angels call him much sooner than we planned, we'll brave the bitter grief that comes and try to understand...."

Angels are Forever !

We were chosen to become the family of a very special child. Who would come to earth from Heaven and visit for a while. There are mothers who give birth to babies, too good for this world of men. They touch our lives for a moment, then travel Home again. This was to become our destiny. And, Why? We need not know. For a parents greatest gift is to nurture and love a child with a perfect soul. Our baby was born an Angel and stopped to pause this way, Blessing us with sunshine, as we thanked the Lord each day. Our child was like a ray of perfection and could not journey long, The source of power being God Himself, quietly called our Angel Home. As we walk in Springtime meadows, with nature posing all around, We see the beauty of our little one in every sight and sound. Whenever I gaze at this beautiful world, or look at a blue sky above, I know that Angels are Forever Warming our hearts with their light and love. Author unknown

WE LOVE THIS LIL BABY BOY!

WE HAVE ALL OUR PICTURES OF OF HIM AND HE WILL ALWAYS BE WITH US IN OUR HEARTS AND NOTHING CAN TAKE THAT FROM US. WE ARE SO BLESSED TO HAVE HIM.

You are our Sunshine to help us find our way through this painful journey call grief.

Lord I want him Back !

“I thank My God upon every rembrance of you.”

I keep your pictures on my bus and talk to you every day. I know you watch over me and all the children that ride on my bus. They call you Ms.Margie's Angel baby ! I love & miss you so very much sweet baby. Kisses & Hugs flying to heaven for you !

Forever in my Heart !

Love Your Grams !

I don't know how we have made it through the two years that you have been gone. God has helped alot but knowing someday we will be with you again helps.I still have a hard time with the WHY'S. I also still get very angry at God alot. I ask why our baby & not me. Your Mommy,Daddy, Uncle Jimmy, Aunt Cathy, Uncle Bobby, Aunt Mariann & Grandpop, all the family were so excited when you came into our lives. They had such wonderful plans for you. As a mother I never saw your Mommy & Daddy so happy, they just glowed. I will never get over this ! I can only get through each day and when that day is over and I have cried my tears for the day,I tell myself a day closer to you. You just light up my life. Now your gone and the only light I have is of a candle that I burn in front of your pictures surrounded by angels from family & friends. I love you forever & ever ! I miss you even more !